TheRealRedPyramid

It begins with a call to a dear, lonely girl The timeless story here will unfurl Ring ring, "Hello?" You hear but a breath The voice on the phone will mark your death A TV relationship, now PG-13 It's life, just life, one big dream Love in chains, "You've got the wrong guy!" As the bodies keep coming you let out a cry When the show is over, a bullet sews the seams It's all just the beginning: A Whisper to a Scream Three years since then, a movie of life A couple murdered by the exact same knife It's beginning again as the names make sense History is repeating, but this time more tense Of this horror one will never be free As "F

Addicted to music, to forget you were here Trying to run from the mistakes I've feared I never wanted to lose you, but felt no choice What I want has no whisper of voice You walk into the sun while I remain in shade And so once again I turn to the blade I can't apologise enough for what I've done I have no choice but to run, run, run Mistakes, regrets, lost hopes and fear All I want is to get the fuck out of here No matter how far I travel, how wide I roam I know now I'll never find one true home I'll fool myself into thinking I belong But the creatures will repeat their terrible song I can't run, I can't hide I must bottle up

I know it's pathetic, stupid and immature But I know about this I'll never be sure I want you; I need you, no two-way street You'll never care whether or not my heart beats Her, not me, V not S No matter how I ask I'll get no yes No talking, no friendship, though you will pretend It was only a matter of time before this came to an end I'm just an experiment, a tool now abused Not a person to be loved: I'm an object to be used No matter how drunk, no matter how high You'll never want me, no matter how I try I want all these feelings to just go away I know you don't care: but I'm not OK

Three strikes and I'm gone, nothing to be said Not a doubt through my head that I'd be better off dead Welling up and crying for a reason now explained So many emotions no longer retained The doctor will say that I just need some sleep But the sleep that I need is eternal and deep Drinking for no purpose, smoking to die Hating each inhale that makes my mouth dry I'm a broken human, was put together wrong I'm not normal, smart, fast or strong Lives unfold around me as I lay balled on the floor Every time I enter a life I am pointed to the door Day after day I just sit, lamenting Never before has the razor's edge looked so tempting

Luck isn't on my side; never was my friend I beg to be part of that one sexual trend Feelings come and go but never ever change What's always wanted is now and forever out of range Take me or kill me, I'm not sure which you'll do I just hope it won't matter once this life is through Attempt after attempt, when will I finally die? All I have are these cuts that show how I try A threesome can't be made of four, spread out far too thin Searching for somewhere to belong, I'm so sorry for butting in… Chasing hopeless fantasies, never will they flower If only all sins could just erase with each morning's shower I just wish I could

Cuts on your arm, your fist now a mess It's because of these questions; the thoughts, the stress You worry us all, we fear for your life It's not your fault you're in such strife Confusion, frustration, a slave to the wreck You do all you can to keep emotion in check On your body and mind you lay your assault Leaving me behind to accept the fault Bad dreams haunt the night, worry and sweat To yourself you are the biggest threat We don't want you to hurt, punch or bleed No one can say what you want or need You hit the wall with one more slam I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am We'll try and make everything seem the same Eve

Time stands still, the clock doesn't tick I need to get out of here, now if not quick Nothing is in motion, everything has stopped My impatience grows as my anger is topped This messy room, these cold cold lands My own escape is out of my hands Trying so hard to bide my time Faking a smile as I continue this mime My friends I love, I know them well But this purgatory is only one step from hell When I'm taken away on wings of white This place will be out of mind; of sight I'll miss the people, but won't leave them behind They'll always be with me, my soul they've signed I want to get out, I want to go home Free to live and free

The Green King long rules this land, from all high to low Worshiped by many, loved by more: he is law in the Land of Bow Many by his side, favourites come and go He'll make you feel intelligent or oh so painfully slow He began his reign not long ago, but his kingdom is already great Those who dare tread his bad side will lose quickly to a witty slate His followers will not leave his side; they are too loyal to the crown You must either follow him too, or in his wake you will drown Those who dare to become too close; he pushes hastily to the side Not a single second thought is spared, not even once you've died Out of all the subjects